BUFFALO, N.Y. — Listening to the acquainted sounds of clacking sticks and pucks banging off the boards and glass whereas watching Columbus Blue Jackets prospects from the stands of a chilly rink on a heat late-summer afternoon was not sufficient to scrub away the lingering residuals of grief for Don Waddell on Saturday.
That, the Blue Jackets’ normal supervisor acknowledged, will take extra time than anybody can guess — weeks, months, maybe a complete season and past.
What mattered is how spending the weekend attending the Sabres Prospects Problem represented a begin to what Waddell referred to as among the many first steps in refocusing on hockey and the long run within the aftermath of Columbus star Johnny Gaudreau and his brother Matthew’s deaths when struck by a suspected drunken driver whereas driving bicycles on Aug. 29.
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“We obtained to play hockey,” Waddell mentioned. “We’re not going to neglect about Johnny and his household, the Gaudreau household.”
He then mirrored on the speech Johnny Gaudreau’s spouse, Meredith, made in the course of the brothers’ funeral Monday, urging these in mourning to maneuver ahead as she is going to in specializing in elevating her kids.
“All people is aware of that Johnny desires them to play hockey,” Waddell mentioned. “And all people’s rallying round that.”
The resumption of hockey in Columbus started final week, when most Blue Jackets gamers returned to their facility to be collectively and lean on one another on the urging of Waddell and group captain Boone Jenner. It is going to proceed Thursday, when the group opens coaching camp, precisely three weeks after the Gaudreaus had been killed.
“Tragic. Mindless. However now we obtained to concentrate on making an attempt to get our group able to play hockey this yr,” Waddell mentioned. “All of us mourn and heal in another way, however I believe as a group being collectively like that’s going to be vital for them to get transferring ahead.”
Tragedy isn’t any stranger to Waddell or the Blue Jackets.
Waddell was normal supervisor of the then-Atlanta Flames in 2003 when Dany Heatley misplaced management of his automotive and struck a wall, with the crash killing passenger and teammate Dan Snyder. In 2021, Blue Jackets goalie Matiss Kivlenieks died throughout a July Fourth fireworks accident.
Waddell positioned the emphasis on himself and coach Dean Evason — each newcomers to Columbus this offseason — to information the group via what can be an emotional season.
“Now, do I believe there’s going to be some darkish days? I will not be shocked,” Waddell mentioned.
Reminders of the Gaudreaus’ deaths stay obvious and had been mirrored in Buffalo on Friday evening. A second of silence was held in tribute to the brothers earlier than the opening faceoff of a recreation between the Blue Jackets and Sabres.
Afterward, Columbus prospect Gavin Brindley recalled the occasions he spent with Johnny Gaudreau in Columbus and as teammates representing the US on the world hockey championships within the Czech Republic in Might.
“He was one of many largest mentors for me on the world championships,” Brindley mentioned. “I could not let you know what number of occasions we frolicked with Meredith, photos on my telephone. It is simply so onerous to look again and see that sort of stuff.”
The NHL and NHL Gamers’ Affiliation are offering the Blue Jackets assist in the type of grief counseling, crowd safety at vigils and addressing hockey points, reminiscent of doubtlessly altering the league’s wage cap guidelines to offer Columbus aid from having to succeed in the NHL minimal payroll due to the void left by Gaudreau’s contract.
“The Blue Jackets, I do not assume anyone’s centered from an organizational standpoint, from a hockey standpoint, as to what comes subsequent, as a result of I believe all people’s nonetheless in shock,” NHL commissioner Gary Bettman advised The Related Press final week. “I do not assume anyone’s centered proper now aside from on the grieving half, which is comprehensible.”
A lot of the burden has fallen to Waddell, who has been in discussions with the NHL and NHLPA and coping with outreach packages with the Blue Jackets associate OhioHealth whereas additionally overseeing preparations for coaching camp and gauging his prospects in Buffalo.
There’s additionally his roster to take care of, which he mentioned has two openings at ahead, one involving Justin Danforth, who could miss the beginning of the season as a consequence of a wrist harm. Waddell did not have to say the second opening.
Tiring and emotional as it has been, Waddell discovered consolation being in his component, a rink and waiting for the beginning of coaching camp.
“The blokes are in actually good condition. We have achieved a whole lot of testing already and so they’re wanting to get going,” Waddell mentioned. “We have now a purpose to play for. And we’ll make the perfect of it.”